To my lovely 100 kittens

MY 100TH SPECIAL

Okay it’s insane to have 100 ppl liking me, like bro i don’t even know 100 ppl irl, idk what you like in me or my writings to sub anw bc it’s just silly ridiculous me :) but i love yall sm<333333

idk how many this post will include, since i know many of those 100 so i already expect substack to not notify half of you that I even mentioned you lmao

so here we goo, this will be in no particular order, i write whoever i remember first and i’ll already be going through my sub list to make sure i didn’t forget any of my friends

Andddd well i wanted it to be special, more than just an appreciation post, so i’ll be going on how i became friends with each one of you guys, mwaaaah

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@mar (guys, ik she left but she’ll be getting this, don’t get bored of me talking abt her all the time bc if i didn’t talk abt her then whom shall i talk abt?) and what shall i say? I’m just so thankful for my social anxiety it left me alone and let me comment on your note when you asked to talk abt Islam with someone, i liked you from that very first convo because be fr, who could make me talk this freely on our first talk if not an already amazing friend, already had a hugeeee friend crush on you and wanted to be your be your “bestie whom i can travel the world with and be happy for her sm whenever she accomplishes soemthign” tbh i got soooo jealous when i saw that note (that you probably forgot you even posted) that there might be a chance that another girl will get the honor to be this “bestie” so I hope I got the honor now. Our friendship is sooo important to me I’m praying everytime for it to last forever bc if you didn’t stay with me I’ll lose faith in true friendships. I love our memories so much, our hp convos, islam ones, i’m nostalgic to every convo we ever had and excited to spend hours yapping with you and watching you as you type, can’t wait to the day we’ll have vid calls for hours, or the day we’ll meet irl and i’ll be able to meet your amazing sisters, and introduce you to mine (as my wife who came to ask for my hand ofc hehe) And dw my love, i promise you, that when this blessed day comes, i’ll love irl aya even ways more than the online one i’d have known for years by then, and thank you, for always wiping my tears even tho you never caused them (except the days you left me alone here, bc yeah i cried) I love you so much and inshallah we’ll stay together forever, ameen.

Jaime My dear dear jaime, the only good thing in what happened for us is that it made us meet, although it was terrifying for me realizing that after our first talk (yeah after i forced you to give me your snap lmao) i’ve probably made my fav substacker and the one i have a very big friend crush on hate me. but my bad, didn’t know how kind and lovely you are, i always wanted to connect with you after that but i was afraid, till seeing your appreciation post, and notes where you said you wanna be friends with someone but you won’t talk first (i was so delusional to believe it was abt me, but whether it was or not IT WORKED) anwwww, I just wanna say that i’d do anything just to see you happy, to know you’re happy, you’re so cute that idk how ppl cannot just want to make you happy, i just always want to make sure you are bc if you’re not it’d be so cruel of the world to make my sweet little cutie sad. I want you also to know, that whenever you’re sad, overthinking, feeling unloved, know i’m still here and will always be, know that i think of you a lot, rlly a lot, whenever i see a shell, whenever i hear birds, or i see an apple juice or a guitar, well no so many things remind me of you i can’t sort them all, not gonna talk abt your silly emoji and cats emojis, bella kay and chase atlantic and unreasonable hate for taylor swift. I wanna thank you for being here to assure me when i asked you instead of leaving, and it won’t be fair if i didn’t tell you how just knowing that you are my friend makes me sosoooo happy just as i told you abt all my overthinkings. I love you sweetheart and i’ll be at my happiest the day you feel comfortable with me the way i am with you even if it took you years and i mean it. I love you mwaaaaaaaaah

blue. [dead] MY SUGAR MOMMYYYYYYYY and my kitten and ummm the coolest girl out there whom I GOT THE HONOR TO BE HER FRIEND BC OMG, she used to terrify me sm guys like she’s just so cool lmao, AND HATS OFF FOR HER BC I NEARLY HAVE 5 OR 6 SUBS ARE ALL ONLY HER i love you so soooo much, mwah i love my sugar mommy

☆Stella☆ MY KITTENNNNNNNNNNN oh ohhhh yk you were the one who gave me the idea of this post? stella my adorable lovely kitten and omg she matches my craziness and take it to another level starting from our kittens litter to the substack sleepover that ppl thought she’s the sleepover host lmao, anw i love you sm kitten, i love how you always match my craziness, i love how we became friends bc it was so random like ik your name like i saw it before then i remember you commented on one of my notes abt friends saying you wanna do all close friends stuff with me, and i was like well idk her but AWWWWWWWWW THIS IS SO FUCKING CUTE and that’s how we became friends and i’m glad, i love you so much my kitten and oh ohhh how i love it when i’m included in your gn notes sometimes it’s just so endearing, my fav poet you are sweetie, i love you soooo muchhh

emmi ⋆˚₊ 𖤓☽˚♔ brooo i love you soo muchhh you’re rlly so coooool and i feel so happy when you like a note or a post of mine thank you a lotttt

Gg 🂽 My lovely pretty good girl, my sweet جيني and my lovely cherry blossom, isn’t it insane how we became friends? but anw i just wanna tell you that after you disappeared for some time i had this urge to msg you sbbb and i was rlly afraid to do bc what if you wanted me away? but i’m glad you did bc now i’ve got the cutest girl out there and she’s my sweet superhero and my enola holmes watching partner🤭 i love you so much my adorable girl, i hope we’ll stay friends forever and you’re stuck with me my dear im not gonna leave you, wi love you sosooo much and can’t wait to the day when we meet irl and spend just the best days ever, i love you so much bbg

Annie🐈‍⬛🐦‍⬛ MY NINIIIIIIIIIIIIII omg do i rlly need to tell ya how much i love you? you’re just sooooooooo sweet and lovelyyy and amazing friend, and my lockwood and co watching partner tooooo, i love you sosoooo much queen hugsssssssss🫂🫂💕

Hiya MY TWINN even tho we’re not matching pfps anymore, you’ll always be my spiritual twin bc we matched pfps even tho we didn’t know each other lol, ngl i got jealous of you at the beginning bc you were so close to aya (whom i have just known back then and had a huge friend crush on her) AND ALSO STEALED MY PFP!!!!!!! but lmao srsly you’re one of the sweetest ppl i’ve talked to and i’m glad we’re friends, I LOVE YOUUUU MWAAH

@sylpiette ( can anyone send her this?) okay girl you’re sooo sweet, will always have you on my “want to be friends with” bc you’re so sweet and ik we can be a really good friends and i’ve always imagined you as a very cute lovely girl so yeah sending love and i miss youuuuu

Annettaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa QUEEEEEEEEN i love you sososooo much you’re just sooo amazinggg i can’t wait to come over and just spend sm time binge reading and watching your fav shows, learn the opalite dance with you hehe and bake and enjoy everything ekjdh and girllllllllllll you’re writings are sooooo fucking amazingggggg I LOVE YOU SOSOOO MUCH QUEEEEN

Bella my poppy blossom you sweetieeeeee i don’t even remember how we became friends lmao but i genuinely love you you’re rlly so cute and you’re always here for me when im down and your sweet words always help me so i love you sosoo much my lovee

𝓛𝓪𝔂𝓪𝓷 QUEEEEEEEN i genuinely love you sosooo much for all the love you show me and that you always are here whenever i feel a little bit bad so thank you smmm i love you alotttttttt queeeen

➵𝙴𝚕𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚊 QUEEEEEN I MISS YOU SOSOOO MUCHHHHHH come back to us i hope everything is going well with you sweetie sending so much love and hugssssss

~zabyy💫 my girlllllll i love you sosooo muchhhhhh sweetie thank you for all the love you show meeeeee

𝗗𝗤 𝗪𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗲𝘀 (𝗿/𝗼𝗽𝘁) SWEETIE I MISS YOUUUU i love you so much and i wish you allllll the best MWAAAAAAAAH

Lishyx MY WIFEYYYYY lishy omg i love you sosooo muchhh i miss you tooo, you’re rlly so lovely and adorable and i love you a lottttt and i love our yaps and everything you’re literally the sweetest

Aster solenne Queeeeeen i love you sososo muchhh and im so gladdd i made it to be your friendd sending all love and hugsss

عابِرَةُ سَبِيل MY PASCAAAAAAAL oh girllll you rlly are sosoooo sweet ig we’re friends bc of maryam so yupp im glad im friends with you bc you’re rlly so sweet and adorable i love you soso much my girllllll

ANUSHKAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHERE ARE YOU GIRLLLL i wanted to text you but i didn’t find our chat and i went searching for your acc everywhere i miss you smmmmm, thank you soooo much for all the lovely like sprees i get from you cutieee i miss you sm sending lots of love my girll

Remi☆ MY GUARDIAN ANGEL SHALL I SAY girl you’re just so sweet you appear suddenly and then you go again idk but i rlly love you so much i feel so happy seeing you in my notifications thanks a lot sweetheart

ꜱᴀᴍ ★ GIRL HONESTLY you’re just sooooo cooool omg and i like you smm enuinely wanna be friends with you so yup, THANK YOU SMM I LOVE YOUUU

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Anddd now bc i can’t write a paragraph for everyone i love and care abt over here so SHOUTOUT FORRRRR

Aaisha tararararara Zaina substack’s amazingggggg trioooo i love yall smmmm, idreamforfun🌟, Harshys ✮ (WHERE ARE YOU GIRLLLLL AHHHH), Lennon Saige B. ☄ ੈ✩‧₊˚ ✿ , inkwovendreams, Arhys , Eden Solace, december, Astra ˙⋆✮ (I MISS YOU SMMMMMM GIRLLLL) TOLU, loafy,poetofsappho, Misty, Mizzle !, ᴛʜᴇ ɪɴᴛᴇʀɴᴇᴛ ᴀɴɢᴇʟ, ★StarssnStuff★ andddd ˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ , I LOVE YALL SMMMMMMMMMMMM AND THANK YOU FOR ALL THE LOVE YOU’VE SHOWED ME HERE

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okieeeee so sorryyy if i forgot anyone i rlly love yalll, might be updating it once i remember anybody else so yup, i hope you enjoyed trying to find your name over here bc im pretty sure substack will be so helpful and won’t notify most of you guys😭

anw, genuine thanks for every single one who showed me love over here, im not a writer and id never call myslef so, but this place was where i found my friends so imma always be so grateful for meeting all of you guys i love you so much🥹💕💕💕